First off, I got a new a job. A friend of mine is moving out of state and she strongly advised me to apply for her job, so I did. I wasn't going to because I felt like I owed the company I was currently working for more time since they did hire me when I was unemployed. But after some thinking I thought I would go ahead and apply for it and see what happens. Well long story short, I took the job. I am super glad that I did. I was sad to leave some of my friends at the previous place, but I know this was the right choice for me and my family.
Secondly, my precious Sahara (dog) is sick. I wanted to do a WHOLE post on her and what is going on, but I honestly don't think I have it in me right now. About 6 weeks ago we found out Sahara has bone cancer. There isn't much we can do about it, but to keep her comfortable. The day they gave us the news was a horrible day. She is my best friend, after my mom of course. But I have given our relationship a lot of thought recently. And she seriously knows me better than most people do. She has seen me at my worst and during my most embarrassing moments and she still loves me. She knows when I need her to be by my side, or when to give me space. I honestly think she is the only one who recognizes that. She is truly one of my best friends and she can't be replaced. The day she passes will be an incredibly hard day for me and my family.
Not only will I miss Sahara, but R will probably be more lost than me. He says that Sahara is his best friend too. Now, he also takes turns calling me, Jed, Random friends from daycare, and cousins his best friend. But I can see the love he has for his dog. He is so sweet with her and she is tolerant of him. LOL I laugh about this because Jed and I always joke that Sahara is jealous of R because she honestly thinks she is human and can't figure out why R gets so much more attention than her.
So I need to wrap this up, I'm getting tears in my eyes. I will probably do another post on Sahara or maybe I won't. It might be too hard to write about. Right now I am having a hard time breathing and I know she is sitting at home on our couch. I just wanted to let you all know what has been going on lately and that I haven't fallen off the edge of the world. I'm still here and I'm still trying to go to CrossFit although I have only be 2 times a week for the last couple of weeks. UGH. And my eating has been all over the place, but that is another post.